phewww it came : )

I love when I see 80 year old people using the internet and emailing like they have been doing it all their life. hahah my 28 yr old sister holly cant even do that.

Well I had a bit of the drunken tears this week. I might have drank a bit to much vodker thurday night. I had off work and decided to go see yada. I do this most nights. I get lonely easily with no family or little ones running around. Anyways all his work mates are basically the people we hang out with. So of course they hook me up with free-very strong drinks which I graciously accept. Well the time I made it over to the bar yoda works at I had about 6 vodka cranberries resting in my very empty stomach. Then of course we stick around for after the bar closes with everyone and have some drinks before moving on to the other local watering hole. Also known as 123 Karaoke. On the way there I drunkenly exclaimed to yoda that I know I am not capable of living away from my family and PA. I even told him how amazing the hawaii job offer is I dont think I can accept it. Of course im drunkenly sobbing and he does nothing. I in turn get mad and angry and continue on my drunken rage because he isnt reacting. Now I realize he doesnt do anything because he isnt surprised. duhhhh Deep down he knew this.
So to the point. This all is in my head because of an email I recieved from my big sis jamie. Telling me that dad mentioned to her the hawaii thing and was concerned. Asking her what her thoughts were. This sounds normal but not my dad not my family. Usually they say nothing just sitting back and watching.
On the topic of parentals Yoda had a big blow out fight with his parents on our 2 year anniversary making him very very late. Like 3 extra hours late. Resulting in a very mad and angry meggy. His mom started crying saying he was going to come to PA and she was never going to see him again. This of course is not true. He loves his momma. They have a very unique relationship. Always smiling and laughing around each other like little kids. Its quite refreshing to see. Secretly I do wish her deepest fear is true. I think that makes me an awful person. I wish he would come to PA and realize its HOME for us. That he will never leave me alone again.

ok enough blubbering. I took some photos of where I work. Ill post them as soon as I get them on my computer maybe tonight :)