Sunday, January 20, 2008

I turn the radio on...pretend that everythings ok



Home sickness is setting in. I talked to brandy earlier and I miss home. She was talking about how dad is driving out to her place next weekend to stay with her and visit. She is super excited, I know she craves attention and love from him. This is big because it is like he is accepting her and Lindsay even more than before. This will be good for them.

Yoda left over three hours ago to have "a beer" and has been gone for over 3 hours. Makes me even more lonely. He is my center while I am here. I don't like it when he goes away. I know things are different for him. Because he has other outlets to fulfill his needs. He has his friends and family. Sometimes I resent him because it is not fair. I hope he comes home soon.

oh and the job is going great. I get up super duper early around 430-5am which kinda sucks. However I am observing everything and trying to learn as much as I can. This is a huge opportunity for me and I want to make the best of it.

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