.4 this week. guess its better than a gain.

bad news this week. My aunt got in a bad accident, She got ran over by the tractor. They life flighted her out and she has been laying there lifeless since. Ill never forget the look in my unlces eyes when he came racing in to get his kids from me. I just happen to have his boys that day with me. My aunt is tough tho. She will make it. After all she did crawl from the pasture where it happend all the way into the house to call 911 and my other aunt. With every rib broken, a crushed pelvis, broken clavical collapsed lung...the list goes on. I guess she knew if she layed there she most likely would have died waiting for someone to find her.

You only live once. So make it worth it, obviously her life was worth holding onto and she fought for it. Good on her.

Its wierd cuz for the first time in my life I had almost like a flash back of when my mom was sick. Im not even sure if it was real or really happend like that. But it was flashback of her funeral. I was wearing pink????? It was wierd I need to ask my grandma what i was wearing. Id be really freaked out if it was a real flash back. It was like a day dream I was only slightly falling asleep. The second thing id like to know is who dressed me in pink for my mothers funeral....probly myself. I probly said i wanted to wear the damn thing hahaha