yay my blog finally works again! Well I truely appologive for not writing or posting anything recently. Blogger was being gay. There are so many things going on. Well first today I send out a happy birthday to special girl from Iowa! I cant wait to see her in exactly 7 days! Yup im picking sara up at pittsburgh airport next friday. We will be causing mayham all over the great state of PA : )
Secondly I bought my plane ticket for NZ. Im a little stunned/scared/nervous/super excited. Its basically an emotion overload that is hard to deal with all on my own. Yoda seems like he is more than the usual 9000 miles away. He started working sundays now too and I hardly hear from him. I mean we talk most every night but it went from hours on the phone to mere minutes. Im like if i get 20 mins now adays. It makes me so mad when he chooses to go out over taking the time to talk to me on the phone after he gets out of work. It basically hurts my feelings: ( He see's nothing wrong with any of his actions, and he wonders why I hardly say I love you anymore. For me I just see it fading everyday....guess thats where the scared/nervous emotion comes in. Things just dont make sense in my head sometimes, he says he is super excited about coming to america and he looks up apartments online for us to go look at when i get there. HOwever he cant see that he disappoints me everyday.
Maybe its just the pre-NZ gitters again. Ive got 46ish days to get my shit figured out. I havnt set up my internship yet. Im kinda procrastinating....im not sure why tho.
Ok enough over analyzing things gotta go to work!
Happy birthday sara!
xoxoxo
miss you
1 comment:
awe megs, thanks for the shoutout!
i'm sure things will go back to normal soon! (even though you're far from "normal"--that's too boring ;))
You're extra-special and i love you!!!
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