I miss him. I miss the way he arms felt so perfect and always so comforting. I dont know how we got to where we are today but i wish it had been another path. the one that we ended up happy. I look back and can not believe he convinced me to give it a shot. I want to spare him of all the pain but its to late. If i could take it on my shoulders i would. I just want to say good bye so that he can finally find what he needs so bad. Something that i cant seem to give him. for the last 3 months ive been selfish. I wanst ready to admitt it is finished because i dont want it to. Im not not ready now either but he will never be ready so it leaves it to me. He thinks Im a quitter. Thats what hurts the worst.
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